You need to make a statement about yourself! Not sitting on the fence all the time in all these fudges and slurries. "Oh don't be such a stick-in-the-mud, darling. "Mum, I've told you I don't want my colours done," I muttered, scarlet, as people stared and a sulky, rushed-off-her-feet waitress bustled up. Thought I'd pop in and see when you want your colours done. "Just on my way to Debenhams and I know you always come in here for your breakfast. Was my mother, walking into my café bold as brass in a Country Casuals pleated skirt and apple-green blazer with shiny gold buttons, like a spaceman turning up in the House of Commons squirting slime and sitting itself down calmly on the front bench. Wonder if Una and Geoffrey Alconbury would let us put marquee on their lawn for the recept-Gaaah! Anyway, must not obsess or fantasize.ĩ a.m. That would indeed be sick in manner of Oedipus)?Ĩ.55 a.m. Wonder what Mark Darcy would be like as father (father to own offspring, mean. Well, do not have to but horrifying truth is want to, in bizarre possibly genetic-throwback-style way such as could not admit to Sharon.Ĩ.50 a.m.
Also he is coming round again tonight so have to go to supermarket either before or after work. also disturbed by Mark folding up underpants at night, rendering it strangely embarrassing now simply to keep all own clothes in pile on floor. complicated actually having man in house as cannot freely spend requisite amount of time in bathroom or turn into gas chamber as conscious of other person late for work, desperate for pee etc. Is relief to have fag in open and not to be on best behaviour. In Coins Café having cappuccino, chocolate croissant, and cigarette. Was Mark Darcy sitting bolt upright yelling, "Bridget, will you stop. Must not make noise, realize, but maybe could wake Him subtly by thought vibes.ħ.50 a.m.
Or - come to think of it - milk.ħ.35 a.m. Except do not have any mushrooms or sausages.ħ.34 a.m. Depending what Eggs Benedict or Florentine actually are.ħ.32 a.m. I know, will get up and make him fantastic fried breakfast with sausages, scrambled eggs and mushrooms or maybe Eggs Benedict or Florentine.ħ.31 a.m. Maybe he will wake up and talk to me about my opinions.ħ.30 a.m. Feel marvelous, rather like Jemima Goldsmith or similar radiant newlywed opening cancer hospital in veil while everyone imagines her in bed with Imran Khan. For four weeks and five days now have been in functional relationship with adult male thereby proving am not love pariah as previously feared. (total fat groove), boyfriends 1 (hurrah!), shags 3 (hurrah!), calories 2,100, calories used up by shags 600, so total calories 1,500 (exemplary).ħ.15 a.m.